Confessions Of A Drug Dealer

Confessions Of A Drug Dealer

I do worry about getting caught
when I go into the club. I think, “Oh, mate. If I get caught “with all this stuff on me,
I’m done for.” You’re always constantly
running a risk. RAP MUSIC PLAYS I had, like, a council estate
upbringing. My mum was inside,
my dad didn’t want to know me. I was unemployed for two years
and then I got kicked out. Slept rough for two weeks, then I got introduced into
selling drugs. Right. If I’m going to this club,
I need to think, “One, where are my exits going
to be? “Two, what am I going to do about
carrying the drugs?” You’ve got to think, like, “Is there
going to be a sniffer dog there?” You’ve always got to be
one step ahead. With some clubs and venues,
I know people that work at them. I can get in without even needing
to be checked. There’s a lot of problems with dealers being disrespectful
to the club. They count their money up in front
of the cameras or security. They’re doing deals
in front of the cameras. I don’t like to be the big I-Am. I like to blend in when I’m out. There’s almost 1,000 people
in that room, so how are they going to clock you
shotting a deal to someone if you’re in the middle of
that room? So the pills I’ve got here,
they’re, like, 200, 280mg per dosage of pretty much just MDMA. It’s pretty strong, to be fair. Obviously you can break them
in half. There’s breakers on the back so you
can do it in halves or quarters. Some people can handle it.
Other people just can’t. I want to make sure that my client
is having a good night. I’ve had people ring me at four
in the morning going, “I’ve had the sickest night
I’ve ever had in my life.” I like that. I want people to feel good. I don’t like it when they’re down
or they’re sad. It is a risk for a lot of people. One of my close mates, actually,
he’s got an addictive personality. He’d take it to the next step, doing, like, five days without
sleep, still trying to get drugs. Depression and other things
like that, they come into it. Some people use drugs as a gateway
to escape. That’s when addiction comes in. You want to know that
you don’t have to feel that pain. Selling drugs, it’s not the best
thing to be doing, obviously. But everyone’s got to make a living. If you got someone throwing you £400
in your face, you’re going to do it. It’s £400. Yeah, I want to be able to have
my own house when I’m older. I want to have a nice, stable job,
want to have a family. But that’s things
I can only dream of. I could be in prison. I could be in a two-by-four cell crying myself to sleep every night. I’d end up killing myself, cos I know I couldn’t survive
in a prison.


  1. Why are these dealers not just selling on darknet markets. They can just ship the shit through postal services. Obviously safer for everyone

  2. knew this guy weren't from london the way he's chatting and his nails are dirty af .. might live here but heard the accent when he said "half"… hes trying too hard it's embarrassing

  3. That's a pretty dangerous dose if it's a young person taking it in a oner. The first time I took one i must have been about 18 and it was supposed to be around 120mg and I was sick on the co.e up. So double that could have made me pass out lol

  4. You see when you watch this short documentary especially from 1:50 it makes you want to cringe what this guy is actually saying when he wants to give his clients a good night, he knows what he is doing, it is obvious that he is not going to give a shit of how people feel, it is all about the money 💰 to him.

  5. "Some people use drugs as a gateway to escape, thats when addiction comes into it" This guy just nailed addiction (ALL forms of addiction… gambling, drugs, sex etc etc etc) That is what it is. It isn't about the drug or the bet or the sex, it is about the need to escape reality. This is why drug addiction should not be a criminal matter, this is a mental health issue!

    Decriminalize it.
    Make it safer for the people using it.
    Rehab/education NOT jail.

  6. They've got sniffer dogs outside clubs in the UK? That's fucking mad! Here in Amsterdam they just pat you down lightly to check if you ain't got any weapons on you thats it.

  7. Curtains crack with the sunlight shining in…Cargo trains connected with 5lbs pins…Barge tied up sitting high up in the port….Tug boat coming help to push us out to port…hangars doors open about to pull out the planes…I swear I like the way Jazmine Sullivan sangs…Semi's at the gas station time to fill up….I got the coffee maker brewing so I can fill up my cup…Times been hard since the system fell down….One cellphone number knocked the entire team down…To much information pushing up from the earth…I told you at his funeral that I was covered from birth….Now I look over streets and it's a totally different scene…No one the corners to see what it brings…Now I"m shut down with them spirit's outside waring…can't even move at times cause of weight that they be pouring…so when I raise up the stop light turns green…energy moving cars and birds forming new scenes…I can fire up a cigarette and move 50 tons worth of Caine…While shipping medical marijuana out on them trains…If shipping prices don't rise gas will stay low…About to walk through the airport soon as I go blow…Mouth closed spazzing while fighting with my thoughts…waring with an inquisitive spirit that makes everyone talks…

  8. all this because the gov has its people in place(Police) to come get their fair share of your untaxed cash. Thats all. If anyone elese says otherwise you can kiss ma ass 🙂

  9. Don’t understand they are there interviewing him there and then why hasn’t he been arrested then? Seems like setup crap to me

  10. Wants a proper job when he leaves Uni – LOL. He's going to get a shock when he finds out how much non drug dealers get paid for how much effort.

  11. People be saying oh he seems nice but no one seems to think about what he's doing. For all you know he could have killed 10 people most dealers have

  12. He admit he cat handle prison but then why sell drugs it killing people wish someone could talk to. Him he seem like a nice guy but. He killing people aswell

  13. He's taking the "feeling" to the club and most people are going to the club to get that feeling it's almost like he's selling music or drinks use it at your own risk!

  14. ahaha I think it’s just me in the comments that’s done MDMA, I also sell MD, Cocaine, Ket & weed. All youse think your hard cuz ur wearing a pouch😂

  15. Ite its all fun and games till bruddas die.
    People saying I wanna be friends with this guy,
    He didn't have the best start.
    Allow it. Don't glamorise it, its a business where you make money and you feel thrills of dodging feds etc… but first and foremost being a drug dealer is just a shit job.
    Go for things that are outside the box, don't need to be in an office but you can do a job like working with youth, setting up activities that tells em its there choice to be something. What they be is down to them as much as it was for this guy.

    Don't glamorise it, analyse it!

  16. He's not nice he is a drug dealer who doesn't deserve any respect just like all the others a selfish greddy no good low life.

  17. Confessions of a club snitch, in California if you're a con and go on tv givin out free game you're a piece of shit snitch

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