You always hear about people getting on the ice nowm You can really notice it in some people. My teenage children tell me that they’ve heard of ice in the town, and quite commonly too. We see a few patients using it and being affected by it. i know a lot of people do do ice, a lot of people I grew up with, they smoke ice. We definitely lock everything up now. There seems to be more robberies and burglaries. They come form families where you’ve always thought they had quite strict parenting. You’d think that they would steer clear from that, but somehow they just get sucked in. Tonight I’m going along to the ice forum that’s being held here in Horsham. and I’m hoping that by going along I can gain a little bit more of an insight on the drug ice to help my son, or just help me feel I can cope better with what we’re going through. Just because we’re country people in Australia we shouldn’t assume that ice isn’t here in our town, in our region. We’re better off to front up and say, is it? Because, if anything, I’ve seen the town being on the front foot. We’re hearing about this drug in the media a lot and we’re hearing how it can be a nasty thing and we want to be on the lookout. Crystal methylamphetamine was largely unknown and there were very few, if any, users. Moving on to 2014 now, what we’re seeing, especially in young adult circles, it’s becoming socially accepted. It’s a place where it’s not uncommon to go to a pub on a Satuday night in bigger centres, and you can see there’s a group of drunks, but there’s also a different group there. I think in town there could be a number. could be ten different dealers in town at any time. There could be new people having a go. Could be anyone, could be well-respected people. You know, everyday workers. It could be anyone – young people just out of school. I think in a small town, addiction is something that you can keep under wraps for so long. As long as everything else that’s going on with your life is in order, then addiction can be hidden for a long time. We’ve got an issue. We’ve identified that ice has moved in to Horsham. How do we go about it? What do we do? We are remote – we’re 310km from the CBD. Having said that, we still have public transport systems. We’ve still got the Western Highway direct from Melbourne through to Adelaide. So whether it comes in by rail, by public transport, by motor vehicle… Testing of 1 in 10 positive is one of the high performers right throughout the western regions in the year to date – it’s about a 12 month period. We’re just doing random alcohol and drug testing today. One long breath thorugh the tube until I ask you to stop. Pink sponges, chuck them on the back of your tongue, and drag them down to the front and just hand it back to me, all right? Have you had any methylamphetamine or cannabis? Nah. Yeah. It’s not something that I see. It has never come into my office as a problem. I’m unaware, personally, of anyone that’s affected by ice in my community – I think we need to to understand, if that is an issue, to get on the front foot and raise that awareness. From what I find, a lot of the parents are keeping it to themselves. A lot of people here know that my son has an addiction. And I know that their son or their daughter has too. I became aware that he had a serious problem, and it was probably in the month after he lost his job. His behaviour was erratic. He was very thin. He lost weight rapidly. Ice is his main priority in his life. In my mind, for him to stop using ice, I think he’s going to have to lose his world. I don’t ashamed of being a mum of a user. I don’t choose to be anonymous about it because I’m ashamed. I just don’t want to do anything to hurt my son. When we were having an honest talk, I said to him, i need to try ice. i would like to try it. i said, I need to know how you feel, how people feel, when they take this drug. I need to experience it. And he said, Mum, don’t ever try it. He nearly yelled at me. He said, Mum, don’t. You don’t know what you’re messing with. He said it only takes one. My heart goes out to the people around the user, especially the dependent user, because the user, mostly unintentionally, makes life a living hell for those around them. No one is immune to ice use, and that’s what we’re seeing here. We’re seeing older users, we’re seeing working class people, we’re seeing the poor. We’re seeing the unemployed. We’re seeing people from all walks of life using ice. When you look at the pub, say 10, 20 years ago you can guarantee 100% of people are on the grog. Now you go to the pub, and they’ll say, you see that big group over there? They’re not on grog. They’re on something else, and it’s probably meth. Going out in Horsham for the night is pretty average. We’re at the pub to drink and have fun, let loose. There’s The Royal, and Wilsons, and that’s it. Wilsons is feral, but it’s good. You can’t even sit on the toilets. it’s the only nightclub in Horsham that’s open until 5am. I don’t go to Wilsons cos there are lots of people on ice. Ice is easy to find. i have noticed ice in Horsham, and it’s bad, and disgusting, and it ruins people’s lives. i think they should just get rid of all the dealers. They should get them out of town. The first time I took it, the first breath of it, it was instantly something I’d never experienced. Gives you a feeling of indestructable confidence and energy. The first time is always the best time. When I first took it it became just a little bit of fun, here and there, and then gradually became something that you want more and more, until it becomes something that you’re doing all the time. It really started to fall apart for me when, I guess, the financial strain… it just starts to ct off relationships it starts to isolate you and put you in positions to do things that you wouldn’t normally do. You spend all your savings, you take risks to try and make extra money with selling ice, or whatever you’ve got to do. I did have to sell it sometimes just to make ends meet. What keeps bringing me back to use would be something that’s always appealing. up until the moment – even the moment you’ve had it – five minutes later you’d be wishing that you didn’t. I guess you feel, sort of, alert. Yeah, I won’t sleep tonight. I’ll be out all day tomorrow. It’s been a long process to cut down and work back. Now I’d be down to once a month or a little bit over that. Where it was going from every day. I’ve seen families torn apart. Well structured family units, loving families, fantastic parents – I’ve seen families destroyed, their personal possessions sold and pawned, all for the sake of being getting a few dollars to buy the substance. I’ve witnessed road trauma. I’ve witness psychotic episodes. i don’t know how much more i can take. In Victoria, across the state, all regions are experiencing a dramatic increase in the maount of people who are coming before court for drug related offences. There’s a general feeling that the violence that we’re seeing attached to methylamphetamine users is greater than what we’ve seen in the past 20 years. I think one of the most surprising things that I’ve noticed about the ice epidemic is that is has visited upon very small communties, traditionally close knit communities, are suddenly finding that there’s a high level of drug activity in their community. Well, in Shepparton, ice users have skyrocketed. You can see it on people when you go out in the nightclubs and on the streets, even during the day I’ve known friends that have siblings or children that have been involved with ice and it just ruins their families. i think that Shepparton has become an unsafe place. In the younger generation, a number of people that I know have chosen to move away because of that concern. Our police will always tell you that they’re undermanned, or underwomanned. it’s a not very pleasant scene to go out at three or four in the morning, on a Saturday night, in this part of the world, and be confronted with vomiting, fighting, agressive, semi-conscious people who have triple the strength because they’re full of drugs. The growth of methylamphetamine use in Victoria has not stopped. And it’s a drug, quite honestly, you can’t experiment with. It has a very high uptake of immediate addiction because it is so powerful. So I don’t think we’ve reached a peak in Victoria at all. i think that’s still to come. I hope our magistrate is wrong. Unfortunately she’s probably on the right track, because at the moment there is no foot on the brake. We’ve got these scumbag criminals who are making fortunes, and are supplying these drugs to the second stage, the next round of dealer, they’re making a fortune, they’re not being picked up too often. I’ve had people as young as 11 and 13 appearing before the court addicted to ice. One young man appeared in court a couple of months ago, and his face was completely pock marked. He’d lost more than 10 kilos of weight he was tiny in any event. And he was wild. Just wild. Unfortunately in terms of the ice epidemic we see people from all walks of life. All social strata. We’ve seen doctors and carpenters, mothers, nurses, people who had really high-functioning lives appearing before the court. Chris has grown up in a time when Facebook came, and everyone wanted a piece of him, but at home he wasn’t happy, and he and I butted heads. We’re probably alike in a lot of ways. I remember the day he packed his car and left. It’s just not the way you want to send your son out into the world. Chris left that day. Yeah, you wish you could have been able to stop him, but you couldn’t. i remember, he’d been home at some stage, and he’d synced his phone on the computer all of his photos were slotted in amongst ours. And there were things I didn’t want to see. There was a garbage bag full of marijuana, and naked girls, and just horrible things that you don’t want to see. It’s just like you’ve lost somebody right there and then. We’ve had a lot of tragedy in the last few years. And you try and get it out of them but you can’t, you can’t get him to confess. Mum and Dad tried to keep a lid on things and try and have a normal life, but yeah, when things were bad, things were bad and it was an unhappy place to live in. I went through his belongings one day in his bedroom, and i found something that was a powdery substance that is something they mix with ice. He was very angry. It was like losing a brother. You’d look at other friends, and they’ve got their big brothers, their siblings, people that they can lean on and talk to, and I didn’t. There was a sequence of events. He wheeled a car around the corner up here and rode it up on to somebody’s nature strip. He’d lost his licence then for drink driving. We’ve got photos of him at the kitchen bench, asleep, in his work clothes. He wasn’t engaging in normal conversation, he wasn’t laughing at appropriate times. I got a phone call from one of his friends. I said, call the ambulance, He must have told the ambulance officers that he’d been using ice out at the river, and he said, I’m really worried. The doctors showed me the X-ray, and it was like … it was… He wasn’t supposed to walk again. i got hold of Darren, and I said, Chris has had an accident and broken his neck. I just couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t believe it. This whole time, Chris was basically in a detox situation as well. That point in time his whole world unfolded in front of us, because we had his phone. There were messages coming through asking him for what he could get them. And names of people that deal in the product. The big boys. When a family member wants to have help you’ve got to go to the city for detox or rehab. That there’s no facilities available here in Horsham. At one stage earlier on, he did agree to go through the detox program and rehabilitation. But he was so frightened of being removed away from everything that he knows. The most frustrating thing in my day to day work in that we cannot access good quality detoxification quickly in the country. It’s just not possible. But it is frustrating when you have people coming to court, and you have a real opportunity to force them to do some kind of rehabilitation, and the facilities and the serrvices are just not there. There’s only a handful that I know who have quit forever. it’s not easily achieved. There’s always, I guess, the thought or the temptation for them as well. it’s just a matter of not wanting to go back there. We would have paid anything. We would have done anything. but we didn’t have the option. There were no options. – Hey, buddy!
– Hey, how are you? How’s the hilux going, all right? Yeah, righto. If I didn’t break my neck in the river, I would be dead or in jail. I would have done something stupid in some other way. That’s the sad part about it. I nearly had to kill myself to realise what an issue I had. If it wasn’t for that, then I wouldn’t have had that compulsory rehab period through hospital. Like, I’d still be doing it. My experience is probably unique. There’s probably not too many stories like it. Guys who go to rehab clinics for three months – I’ve seen it time and time again. They go in for three months, they come out, within a week they’re back on it. Or even while they’re at the rehab clinic. They never actually get off it, because there’s drugs that go through the doors. I had a horrible, compulsory rehab. I was stuck in a hospital bed. I couldn’t move, I couldn’t do anything for months. And then when I got home, I still had this halo traction which stopped me going anywhere or doing anything. Mum and Dad were worried about me long before that. They knew that there were problems. They knew that I was doing stuff I shouldn’t have been doing. But that had no idea. After the first time I took it, it took me a week until I was going, where can I get some more of that? Because that was pretty awesome. It’s the hardest thing to resist that I’ve ever had. I didn’t realise that until I fell down the rabbit hole. and I was like, wow, everyone’s doing this. It was only costing me a couple of hundred dollars a day. I was using anything from half a gram to a gram a day, and to everyone else, that was between $500 and $800. It was cheaper for me becauseIwas selling it, simple as that. It basically controlled me from the minute I got out of bed in the morning. I was on it straight away. In that first six months in hospital, I was hanging for it all the time. But you have to tell yourself, no – dude, you’ve gotta get through this. If I didn’t who knows where I’d be now? I will always consider myself a drug addict. That’s something that I’ve got to deal with forever now. I thought this is going to be a good opportunity for me to get away. That was another big part of moving on. Breaking ties with old friends who maybe aren’t really your friend, and starting fresh somewhere. People are desperate. And we know exactly where they’re at. People, really good people, around doing the same as what we’ve done. and they’ve got children with some major issues. My life has changed dramatically. If I didn’t stop doing it, I couldn’t imagine what would have happened, but since then it’s been positives most of the time, you know. It could very easily spiral out of control again, but I won’t let that happen. I have a beer and a cigarette if it’s that bad. That’s my vice now.