Life As A Transgender Escort | Sex Map of Britain

Life As A Transgender Escort | Sex Map of Britain


I’ve got really big ears. I always wanted to be a girl. When I was little, I would be like
six or something, and I used to go to sleep and I used
to wish that I’d wake up as a girl. Mia. Yeah? We can start with photos? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. There’s hundreds of slutty girls,
thousands of hot, slutty girls. But a hot, slutty girl with a penis
is extra. Where am I fucking? We’re doing that on a couch and
with the big couch, we are doing the same. So I’m thinking boots might be
easier cos them heels are hard to
squat in. I feel like guys have always wanted
to have sex with me. But guys have never been interested
in a proper relationship. And I do get upset about it, but I
want to get something out of that, so I’m going to take your money. That conversation went, “Hi, baby, “how you doing?” He told me that he loves me. So I said I love him, too. And that made me £5.50. I’ve done worse. Well, all the way through school, I
got bullied for, like, my sexuality. But now that I’m, like, escorting
properly, I’m their fantasy. Hard work, being me. I don’t think anyone actually
understands what a trans person actually goes
through mentally. It’s… I don’t know, it’s a
blessing, or is it a curse? Just put another ad up, and it says, “Any lads want to come round
for…um… And then tell them what I give. And then they’ll message me. It’s the only part of my work that
makes me cringe. Cos I read what some other people
say… ..and it’s just… Sounds very degrading. Like, I’ve just seen one on the side
saying, “Piss on me.” That’s the header. Crazy people. People come and see me because of my
legs. On my pictures, my legs look
amazing, so there’s no rude pictures on my
ads. But on the ad, it does describe my
private parts and the size of them. It is, I say, eight inches and it’s
not a lie, but… I was blessed. And it just goes… Everywhere. I know everyone has insecurities, but it’s just that one,
massive insecurity, my penis. Make-up can’t change, like,
simple things can’t change it. Yes, I do it all the time
in the mirror. Literally. It’s like when I get in
the bath or get out of the bath, I’ll just look at myself and it’s
just… Eurgh. You’re just like, “Oh, God, why? “Why me?” I just don’t feel happy inside,
and that’s the worst. That’s what drags you down. I am scared to go through with it, because if I go through all that to
change and then, like, what if it was just a phase? You’ve lived so many years with this
body, suddenly changing it, like… ..it could mess you up,
like, in your head. Then I’m stuck with more problems
than I originally had. So… It’s upsetting. So this is whore’s luggage. It’s got all the essentials. Make-up, cos no-one wants
to fuck an ugly tranny. I work in porn and I do webcam as
well, but if I want to make a lot of money
quick, I will put more effort into my
escorting. OK, yeah, what time you looking for? Like today, it’s just been one after
the other after the other. I’ve had a couple of guys who
couldn’t get hard. I think I intimidate them.
So I fucked them. I can get hard still. I’m 90% sure that I’d like to have
gender reassignment surgery, but right now… it’s… It’s not possible, simply
because my penis is my money-maker. Without her, I’m skint. This is what I’ve made
since I got here. Two, three, four, five. 750. So I’m happy. I’m just on my way to my sister’s
now. Going to go catch up with her for a
few hours. I don’t really get to see her much. Cos, obviously, I’m really busy with
work and stuff. Are you all right? I love this photo. I was cute. I don’t mind this age. I was a cute baby. This is the best
one. I were only 15, so you always were
like my little baby. Yeah. You’ve never changed. So nobody knows the real you like,
probably, I do. Cos I knew everything… Yeah. ..before you did. Yeah, exactly. You used to plait my hair all
the time, get bobbles stuck in my hair. And combs and stuff in it. I had to cut my hair so many times
to get the bobbles out. I remember. I wanted to be a girl. I didn’t think about the transgender
thing until it started, but it didn’t surprise me. It was just you were trying to be
you. Yeah. And just be yourself. But you’ve lost a lot of people
through this, family and friends have been through
a lot of hurt through this. Things have been better. She found out that I was…
I was gay. And she didn’t like that. I think
she said, “You’re a freak.” That incident, that situation has
changed… It’s changed my life. It sent me in that way. Do you know
what I mean? So it is a big part of my life. I wish I could have fixed it,
I still wish I can. But it’s… You know. Some people think,
you know, “They’ve chosen to be like that, “it’s a fashion statement or it’s,
it’s, you know, “something that’s just in fashion at
the moment, “and they don’t have to do that, “and they could stop themselves
if they wanted to.” When… It isn’t a choice,
it’s just how you are. That’s got to be very hard. I just want you to be happy. I am. I’m really focused on my work. Yeah. And then I’ve just done a UK
Girls… ..Blondes DVD. Busy, busy, busy. Yeah, but I’m not really interested
in your work, you know. I don’t think that’s
the real deep down you. I don’t think you’re happy. What do you think? I think I’m in a
really good place in my life at the moment. Yeah. I’m really happy. I’ve got a good
support circle. I’ve got everyone I need. Stand up, please, stand up. You should be like… I don’t put a dick in my mouth and
think, “Why don’t my mum love me?” But I do look for affection and love and all that shit through my work, through guys. When I’m walking down the street, and someone shouts something shitty
at me, my mum should be the one that
I’m able to go speak to about that. EMOTIONALLY: And she should be the
one… She should be the one… ..that… She should be the one
that’s fucking… ..looking out for me and shit, but
she’s not, so… I’m just angry about it now. PHONE RINGS I used to get upset about it and
stuff, but I’m not going to mope around for
the rest of my life being upset about her. Hello. Speaking. I’m fine, thank you. This gentleman doesn’t just come
round and pay me and fuck me and leave. We do… We do… We do have
conversations and we do talk and stuff. I’d consider myself a normal,
straight guy with a, you know, couple of little foibles, fetishes,
whatever you want to call them. The fact that Mia has a little
something extra hasn’t put me off. I enjoy his company.
I believe you enjoy mine. I do. I do indeed. In all honesty, and I don’t want to
offend Mia, I wouldn’t be here if that wasn’t on
offer. It’s really shitty, it’s really shitty. I would like to start dating again. And to be taken out and all that
shit. But boys look at me and just think
of sex. So I’m going to take the money
upfront and smile and spread your legs
and think about that. Hello. All right. All right, see you, bye. He’s 15 minutes away. A straight man goes and sees a
transgender female, they still identify as straight. When I see these men, still all a
massive secret, they all say, “I shouldn’t be here.” DOOR BUZZER You see it in their faces sometimes,
it’s like… Nervous, and… ..there was, like, one person who was always like,
“Sit back in the car, “sit back in the car.”
I’m just like, “No.” Always want to try and make,
like, hide you. And I hate that, I really do. I don’t think anyone
actually understands what a trans person actually
goes through mentally. But when I look at myself and I see
myself getting more bigger in my shoulders, my… I had to shave this morning and I
only shaved, like, three days ago, and, like, that’s why I know my body
is changing, and it’s going to get to a point where if I don’t do something
ASAP it’s going to be too late. We’re on our way to see my old
foster carer. Ray has been like a father figure
to me. I’m a bit nervous for the
conversation between me and Ray about my
transition. If you’re born in a
different generation, definitely, it’s hard. Some people aren’t ready
for transgenders, so you’ve got to be wary of it,
do you know what I mean? INTERVIEWER: Is this…
Are you nervous about this? We’ve never had a conversation
this deep. Hello. So, obviously, I’m getting… I’m 20 years old now,
so regarding transitioning, now is a point where I need to be
thinking about it, and, obviously, your opinion
would be good. You know I’ve always found it
difficult, people talk to you about you as
being a female, I still regard you as my foster son, but I personally think that you need
to make sure you don’t make this decision and then regret it in a few
years’ time and think, “Oh, that was wrong.” Maybe. You’ve got to be 100% sure of it,
because I think it’s, you know, you can’t go back.
Once it’s done, it’s done. That is the thing when I go to sleep
at night, I’m laying there and thinking it through, I’m like,
I just think it through. And I just feel, it’s laying there thinking how much
happier I would be after it’s all just over with
and it’s like… It’s nice. It’s like a weight off
your shoulders, in a way. If you know what I mean. Do you know what I mean?
If you’re not, like… I do understand that. I’ve seen some
documentaries on TV, I’ve read some stuff on it,
and I’ve seen different stuff, and I do understand that
a lot of being… ..transgender is what’s happening
in your head, you know, and, obviously, you know more about what’s going on in your head
than anybody else. Yeah, I’ve been thinking about it
for ages. I just think I’m just going to keep
thinking about it, and, sooner or later,
I’m going to be 30 and I’m still going to be
thinking about it. I think that scares me sometimes,
because it’s, obviously, it’s hard. It’s so hard. I accept what you want to be, you’ve just got to make sure what
you do is the right thing for you. But when you make that decision, it’s not going to make any
difference to our love and care for you, anyway, you’re always going to be fully
supported. I missed my fucking first train by
like a fucking second, right. I’ve been holding a piss in for like
two hours, as well. Is this, like, where I’m getting
changed? It’s all very glamorous. Once I’m… Once I’ve got my shit
on, I’ll be all right. I work six days a week if I can. Sometimes seven. One for luck. In this line of work, you don’t know
what your shelf life’s going to be. I don’t know how long guys are going
to want to fuck me for and pay for it. So I’ve got to make as much
money as I can, now, while I can. We’ll see. How many people’s here? I believe approximately we have
around 70 people at the moment. Something like this. OK, OK, OK… People sort of think that my job is
easy. But it’s physically draining,
it’s emotionally draining. I take about a third
of Viagra every day. Just cos when I’m, like, all day,
doing the same thing, it’s just nice to have a little
fucking something to help you along. Yeah, my doctor said it’s fine. Right now, I think I’m at the peak
of my career. But I don’t know how long it’s going
to last. Now that I know that I’d be
supported by the closest people around me, I feel like it really helps me with
my decision. The big decision I’ve got to make. I know it sounds,
like, very shallow, but being trans is all about your
looks sometimes and that’s why I’m getting these little bits of eyebrows done,
or make-up done. Getting your nails done are massive things. Thank you. I think that’s another
reason why trans people do it, to hear compliments like that, because if you’re honest, you don’t
really hear compliments, or it’s always negativity. Yeah. I think, I think I’m… I do want it all now, I think. And my heart’s telling me
that I am transgender, but I was born in the wrong body, so I think it’s time that I let my
body… ..be itself. Yeah, definitely. I think I’ve realised now that I’m not just a boy wearing
female clothing. I’m not just a cross dresser, like,
I identify as a woman. It’s just… It’s me, and I think I’ve accepted
that now. It’s me and there’s no point
prolonging something because it might make me unhappy
further on. You always do them nice. I honestly thought when I first
started doing porn, it would just, like, boost my escorting a little bit or
something. I’d just be able to say at parties
that I’m a porn star. But, yeah, it feels really good. It’s success, isn’t it? When I was growing up, I had the
best mum in the world. She was amazing, was really close, she used to have me kitted out in
little designer gear when I was younger and, like, she used to go
without so I could have, and everything that
a mum’s meant to do. And… And I guess my life probably
would be different if my mum, if she’d been cool with it. But you learn to get over it. It’s… It’s… It’s making…
Making good of a bad situation. In an ideal world, trans people would be accepted
everywhere in every walk of life and on
every street. But right now, that doesn’t happen. Do you know when you’re fitting a
light bulb and it’s flickering? That’s like me now. Before surgery. It’s there, it’s flickering. And as soon as I get the surgery,
boom. Shining bright. That’s… I’m like a light bulb! SHE LAUGHS I’m like a light bulb. Just waiting for that…

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  1. OMG what beautiful woman those legs face everything so so beautiful inside and out wish people would just except people are different and let them live there lives how they want to these ladys are too good to be doing what they are doing xx

  2. What does it really mean to be accepted? Honestly. There are tons of hetero people who are not accepted for various reasons beyond their control. My point is your feelings shouldn’t be validated by acceptance. It’s never gonna happen. There is always some hater out there. Acceptance starts from within. Accept the fact that you shouldn’t have to sell parts of you for designer purses or clothes. Your time should be valued, your presence should honored but you have to honor those boundaries first.

  3. God created 5 generations on earth, sex male, female sex, shemale female, shemale sex male, And the last sex is equal in the qualities of male and female.
    Praise God for what He created you and do not change your forms it created you in the best calendar.

  4. So heartbreaking.Bless their hearts.I just want to mother them.What a tawdry ,sad existence.They are worth so much more.

  5. When people are shitty to you its because you look like the porn star that you are, the transgender comes as a concern after that.

  6. You cannot force anyone to accept you, you want to be free to live life as you do, and we want to be free to find you offensive. Period!

  7. Ladies you’re both beautiful human beings inside and out except yourself and those who are worthy of your love will except you I personally wouldn’t change a thing but I can’t speak for you I’m just saying I think you’re beautiful

  8. I hope you don't get the surgery you'll regret it , beautiful ladies thou I wish all the best whatever you do stay safe

  9. You could literally see her heart break when the guy in the hotel says he wouldn’t hang out with her if sex wasn’t on the table. 🥺 I just wanna give her a big hug!!!💕

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  12. 10:14 It was painful to see Mia's expression change when that guy said that he "wouldn't be here if [sex] wasn't on offer." You could see that those words hurt her, and that in turn hurt me. Regarding guys like Mia's client, there have been two studies that sought to determine what the sexual orientation of such guys is and both those studies found that such guys are heterosexual (not homosexual as is popularly assumed). Both studies are titled "Who are gynandromorphophilic men?" (Both can be read for free; simply google them).

    The researchers studied "gynandromorphophilic men" i.e., men who are sexually attracted to gynandromorphs (i.e., transwomen who present as women, have breasts AND also a penis AKA "chicks with dicks" or "shemales") and found that gynandromorphophilic men are sexually attracted to cis women and trans women but not sexually attracted to men.

    And the researchers found that gynandromorphophilic men often (though not always) have higher rates of other sexual fetishes too like masochism, transvestic fetishism and autogynephilia (the latter two fetishes are exclusively found in heterosexual men, never in homosexual men).

  13. please ask me why this is mental illness because it i is . don't be afraid to ask the questions you want to because of society.

  14. and that blond chick is talking out her ass so she doesn't get ridiculed by the lgbtc there are enough numbers in any group these days to sway and scare people into submission. i bet Nazis these days would get a considerable amount of followers if they broadcast more. there would be a considerable amount of them that think the same so. should we support that as well??? think for your self please. Deductive reasoning Watson thanks sherlock.

  15. For sure get the re-assignment surgery……Tashion is soooooooooo beautiful as a female. Life just feels better when we can identify with the gender we feel most aligned with in our minds, spirits, and souls:-)

  16. It's a mental issue driven with in them self! Because you don't like what God gave you, so you think you should correct it… I don't hate anyone because of your sexual self. I respect all people 💯 no matter what is wright or wrong thats their own personal opinion, I think they need some psychological help? I can see that when they start talking about it, Lonely and depressed individual I think it's a medical in balance of the brain to think and feel this way that's my opinion

  17. I've spoken with some transgender and they are very dumb. It's true that most of them should do that job and they have a low education level. But why they don't read books? Why they don't improve their knowledge in order to show they are at the same level as the others?

  18. Okay here’s what I don’t get:
    You say *man to all of these women
    THESE WOMEN ARENT MEN
    I don’t under why people feel the need to say transphobic comments because like we have a hard enough life as it is, and can’t you just keep your mouth shut? Like we don’t need the negativity

  19. I could hear the pain and loneliness in their voices. They really weren't joking when they said friends and family come first.

  20. I just hate when people say “ oh I’ve been feeling this way since I was 6 or 5 “ like how ? You didn’t know nothing about it , you haven’t even had sex yet !!! To know what you actually like I just believe that people has really messed these kids up at a young age and it has them confused

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  22. Homo=same=exact same=self…

    Sexual attraction to thyself.

    Radical sexual autonomy.

    The basest universal desire.

    And antithetical to Catholic sexual morality.

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  24. It sucks because they want gender reassignment surgery but can’t because if they do then they’ve lost their business so it really is a struggle

  25. Things have come a long way, and people will be able to live their lives more genuinely as time goes on. Unfortunately there will always be a very vocal (&annoying & dangerous) minority, but if you ignore them it helps.

  26. My preachers even said they knew a man who said he felt like a women they encouraged him to go to a Dr and said he had high women hormone levels and said be careful about judging anyone.

  27. I feel so bad for them. What people don't understand is, they have done so many studies and have found that people who are gay, transgender and so on, have a part of their brain that is smaller than heterosexuals. They were born this way and I know it has to be hard for them. No one would want to go through what they have to go through. If one of my kids came up to me and told me they were gay or whatever, I wouldn't care one bit. They are still my child.

  28. These ARE women, they are SHE and HER, they don't CARE about men, honestly so many men in the comment section think we care what they think, when no one cares about them or their opinion, probably all wife beaters too

  29. I have 2 teen girls. 1 is bisexual. A lot her sperm donors family and him have disowned her. I stand beside her. I love my girls regardless! I know their pain as I see my 15 yr old with the same pain bc of her dad and his family 😭

  30. Iv never understud why but after wathing this i understand it way more i respect everyone and there diffrinces noone is the same in this world we are all diffrent

  31. Absolutely shocking to have watched this, as it came up on YouTube, so didn’t search for it, I think that they can never be real women, no more than women can be men after surgery with the brains they were born with.

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