Most requested video lately has been my complete drug history alright um I Took Adderall For the first time when I was in when I was 16, and it was a one time And I don’t know how much dosages it was but I actually have footage of that And I don’t want to dive too much in the admiral because I have like a little Like [little] kind of documentary thing I want to do about it And that’ll last about 10 minutes and all that finished like in a week or so I know that would be really [good] you like that on these hold [the] new footage and interviews and Whatnot and all sorts of stuff for that? Maybe put out that on the main channel, too but anyway, I smoked weed for the first time when I was 16 I Was just on my friend’s house. I took a hit from the bong and coughed for about five minutes and and It was awesome. I you know. I love weed, but I four months later. I smoked every day after that for four months and Then I went on this trip with my family [and] [I] smoked I don’t know too much or something and I and I got a huge panic attack and lasted like this crazy anxiety just lasted for like seemed like five hours but it was just like Agonizing anxiety while I was high and so I didn’t smoke after that for seven years and I’d then picked up smoking now just last year, so that’s The history with weed I have now I’d smoke probably like why almost every day now But back to when I was in high school I drank for the first time when I was 16 [a] couple months after I smoked weed, and I was just in the back of my car a Car with some friends and we had smirnoff [and] some beer and I remember the smirnoff taste is so bad and and uh but now you know beer and Now beer and all liquors tastes fine [to] me But liquor I think is I mean alcohol I think is worse than weed for sure as far as for your health and in your mot your mind body and spirit Even and So I I try to only drink at the most once a week now. umm… I tried ecstasy when I was 20 years old I was selling pest control down in Dallas and I went to a rave with some of my roommates who were some of the technicians on the selling team and That was really fun, but it’s kind of a one-timer for me. I didn’t really like it I’ve never tried Molly never tried cocaine actually [no]. I’ve done cocaine Sorry I but I’m not till way later okay, so I’m 20 years old Yeah, never done. So I could it never done psychedelics never done shrooms or acid I’m scared of those because of that episode [I] had with the weed And I feel like I I wouldn’t like tripping like I just wouldn’t be able to handle it, and that’d be dangerous But I’ve always been very curious about psychedelics like especially DMT, if you’ve ever looked into that like I’ve had some friends that were that I’ve told me like they’ve talked to God and spoke to aliens on it and just their whole you know life like mindset changed after that, but I think Those [are] the scariest types of drugs And I’m too pussy to do them, but umm.. let’s see so cocaine I’ve done cocaine, when I.. I did cocaine when I was, last halloween that was like the first time I did it and It is actually not [that] great [lasts] about 20 minutes, and you’re just like really Hyper for I don’t know I just didn’t I don’t know if I’d I might have had bad cocaine or what but either way cocaine is bad, though You know like you shouldn’t do like it’s a hard drug. You know. That that’s addictive, but I don’t yeah, that’s the thing. I don’t you think I have an addictive personality like? and I know like all addicts say that going in everyone’s thinks that going in but umm.. I look weird when you can see me in the mirror umm.. What was I going to say? Yeah, so done cocaine like once. I think like once or twice at the most not really yeah, I don’t like cocaine. Adderall I did I went in to get Adderall actually Yeah, I’m saving that for later hold on I’ll tell you about our adderall later, but so then for [then] [for] the last six months I’ve been taking ativan which is the cous.. the cousin of Xanax , [it’s]( Lora) [it’s] Lorazepam Confusing you, probably. Hey! There I am.. haha. I’m fuck boy umm… What was gonna say? I’ve taken that every other day for the last six [months] or so for social anxiety and ahh… But I’ve been tapering off of it because I’ve been replacing it with an SSRI. Which is supposedly a lot healthier and safer. Umm… An SSRI is an antidepressant. [I’m] specifically taking Lexapro, and I’ve been taking that for two months, and I think it’s great I love it helps me, uh Helps me, not ahh.. helps me (um) stay chipper, but umm.. Remember “Brave New World?” I’m reading that and I’m almost done, and it’s it’s really good. It’s one of the best books I’ve ever read, but it’s like so… it’s very anti-drugs like it’s there’s so many good quotes in it and I’ll do a review on that later, but yeah, that’s my ahh.. It’s my drug history. I’m trying to think of if I’m leaving anything out. Coffee, coffee’s a drug. Hmm. I forgot to tell you Donna, that got the tattoo, that girl… She made me a gift bag, of goodies, before I left on my flight home and I.. And she told me was she was gonna give me [a] gift bag, and I was like, “Please, no. You’re too nice. No. I-I It’s really unnecessary”. And she’s like, what’s your favorite candy because I’m gonna give you one whether you like it or not. And so I was like you’ll just have to surprise me. But, anyway she like Look at this… She gave me, she went to the store. She got me this journal.. This Andy Warhol journal thing and and this sketch Pad… With all these markers… She gave me all this candy. Umm.. [and] she gave me this “Fight Club” comic book 2. “Fight Club 2” comic book, that just came out last month or so. Just came out recently Chuck Palahniuk Wrote it. So that’s the same author as “Fight Club”, [so] and the original author wrote it, so that’s going to be really interesting and Like this like sleeping stuff. She got me like the neck pillow as well and some he’s more candy. So just… like you’re too nice Donna. Also, someone sent in the P.O. box, gave me, sent me Steinbeck: “The Pearl,” and I’ve already read this I actually, um.. I got (I got), this is my original My copy that I have had, (I had) before I got this for Christmas about two years ago. But, it’s a great book and I still appreciate it. Christian sent it- “Hey Andrew, you’ve probably got a load of books to read right now.. But, I thought you should read this if you haven’t it’s short and really moving. Keep it up!” Christian Wigs Thank you Christian- is really sweet of you. Also, Got a nice letter Ahh.. “Hey Andrew, it’s my name is John. I’ve been a fan for years now I’m writing you because I’m hoping you’d like to collab with me I’m fairly new to being a youtuber, but I take..,” yeah, umm we’ll probably collab someday, you know a lot of people ask to collab with me, and I try to keep it balanced because it’s like I Have I feel like I don’t I? feel like my best videos and this is probably Gonna Sound real pretentious, but My best videos are the ones that I’ve kept for myself and as me is the only performer Prankster whatever in the video, and he’s just there’s just one hero and one protagonist, and it’s a simpler And I just feel like it. It’s just simpler. There’s one guy [doing] it in a video, and I just Kind of ruins the aesthetics of the video when you just have [your] friends do it or just let anyone collab with you That’s what I’m like. I’m starting to learn and Discover that I about you know and but collabs are good for growing your channel, too even anyway umm.. You I yeah, I guess someday but for now I’ve actually been telling [people] no.
No collabs for now, pause just.. you know. But, yeah.